It’s the first day of the year, and this is the first blog post of the year 2026.

I think I did write about wanting to post more in my blog (same time last year), but apparently I like to journal more on paper. It’s more of a self-reflection, of my ups and downs, my thoughts on life and people, that I prefer to keep private. The thought of how easly people misunderstood a simple context these days are worrying. Could it be from a prolonged use of social media that affects people’s critical thinking or comprehension? Harvard did a study on these (Link: Doomscrolling dangers)

Currently, I’m on my part two of my bachelor degree study. I scored well (in fact, excellent) during my first semester. I studied well, in the morning, and in the evening, while holding a job that constantly requires my professionalism, and sometimes, late night stay back. Studying is a therapy for me. It used to be reading books, but now I have smarter people to validate my knowledge and thoughts.

Some of my classmates surprised that at this age I’m still thinking of pursuing education. I am also surprised to know some people my age are surprised that I decided to go back to study. It’s all surprises. Apparently, education is something that some people perceive as a phase of life before becoming an adult. I didn’t have that privilege back then. But I am glad I chose this path. Education is a goal I want to pursue until I have no means to do so.

Career-wise, I had my ups and downs. I tried my best to just deal with every opportunities and challenges. Everything happens for a reason, I just need to take the best out of it. Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. Certain events definitely made me questions my values and worth, and I hope to rectify it this year.

I don’t want to put too much hope and plans for this year. I think this is the year I should relax and let life steer my journey.